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Post by KATE on Apr 20, 2011 18:44:10 GMT -8
Feel free to discuss anything in here.
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 1, 2011 8:34:20 GMT -8
Just going to wedge in here and say 'first' to be annoying.  |
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Post by Hannah on May 1, 2011 17:18:18 GMT -8
Yay, I'm the second non-mod person to post in here! And third overall person.
Hey, everyone!
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 1, 2011 18:16:44 GMT -8
Drive-by post. Just wanted to say hello, but now I feel ill so time to hole up in bed~
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Post by Aanaleigh on May 2, 2011 8:05:34 GMT -8
I hope you feel better soon Leah.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 2, 2011 11:39:09 GMT -8
-hug-
Thanks. When I get stressed, I get sick. Or when I get really mad. In this case it was the latter. Like you know when you're really angry but can't say anything so it just builds and builds and builds inside until you feel absolutely awful?
Yeah. It was like that.
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 2, 2011 19:08:41 GMT -8
Oh god. When I let anger build it just turns poisonous and comes out as a flaming ball of fury at whoever is nearest at the time. Usually Brayden- which isn't good.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 4, 2011 8:35:00 GMT -8
-hug-
I lash out at Rane in a very passive-aggressive way, and so that night he was finally like, "Stop it. Sit here, and yell at me. Now. Get it out of your system."
I've been really short-tempered with him since last month and I know why, I just don't know how to fix it, though I am trying really, really hard not to snap all the time, you know?
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 4, 2011 8:43:13 GMT -8
I get that way when I'm feeling stressed about all the things I have to do/have yet to do and haven't done. Then little things like family issues or Brayden saying something minor like 'I don't want to go there today' and I'll suddenly snap 'Oh, well if you don't want to- then of course we won't go!'
-I hate it when I get like that. I feel like a complete bitch undeserving of the love I get from family and friends. But he's like Rane in the sense he'll say "Come on, just rant everything you have to. I promise I'll listen, and I won't get mad."
Honestly, I don't know what I did to deserve him- but now that I have him I don't want to bother looking back at when I didn't.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 4, 2011 9:20:50 GMT -8
I say that a lot to him. Like, "I am such a bitch at times; I don't deserve someone as good as you."
He always says back, "You're not a bitch. You're are good for me, even if you can't see it yourself, and it isn't about deserving. You have me, you're stuck with me, now shut the hell up and kiss me."
Maybe one day I'll believe him. xD
I imagine Brayden has a similar response when you say something like that to him?
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 4, 2011 10:00:33 GMT -8
He's a big fan of saying "You're perfect", to which I'll list all my flaws and he'll say something along the lines of "those aren't flaws, they're just the things that make you you."
Haha, I can sort of remember everything he says when I say I'm not worth love. He always does that crash-hug thing, like if he doesn't hug me right away I'm going to die- and then starts whispering nice things.
Brayden never says things like '-kiss me!' it's more like this shy little nudge and a lot of blinking. I've learned over the past two years that emphasized blinking means 'please kiss me.'
-I really can be nasty though. I try to make up for it by doing nice things and apologising as soon as I've realised I've been mean for no reason. My father used to get the worst of it- but now our relationship is good because Brayden keeps me from getting too nasty.
...so here I am, typing out a forum post at 4:00AM. I really need to start going to bed at 10 again instead of sleeping through the day. I've destroyed my body clock. :C
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 4, 2011 17:37:47 GMT -8
That's so cute. <3
I am the same way. -nod-
Or rather, I used to be with my mom. Now that she's on the other side of the country that makes it a bit more difficult, but yeah.
He keeps you balanced, which is the best thing ever. ^^;
And yes! Go to sleep! -glomp-
/redundant considering the time now
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Post by into on May 4, 2011 20:31:46 GMT -8
I thought I'd come to the chat thread. I'm cool like that.
-nod-
How do I work this thing?
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 4, 2011 20:47:42 GMT -8
Yes, marvelously cool.
...what's your avatar?
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Post by into on May 4, 2011 20:50:12 GMT -8
It's from a CSI episode. -nodnod-
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