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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 8, 2011 7:37:16 GMT -8
Sounds fun, though.
How I am Feeling Today: I don't want to do my make-up work for my European History class. I want to sit here and listen to Shinedown and write. However, since my professor normally doesn't let people make up work and is letting me do so because she knows I'm smart and deserve a better grade than I'd get without it, I have to. I don't want to disappoint her.
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 8, 2011 16:36:33 GMT -8
How I am Feeling Today: I had my last counseling session today. She told me that, over our time together, I've improved astonishingly well- and that I'm a genuinely caring human being.
Seeing as I went into counseling after being told by my father's partner that I'm basically a waste of space- this made me feel so, so, so good.
Today is a good day for Vivid~!
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 9, 2011 10:33:06 GMT -8
Yaaay!
-glomp-
I'm so glad you've made so much progress, however you will never, ever, ever be a waste of space.
How I am feeling today: Surprisingly good, considering the past few days have been just horrible. Every medication they try doesn't work for me, and the new one was no exception. I lost all feeling except anger, and became a vicious, nasty female dog...Rane bore the brunt of that. And then it started to feel like I was losing my grip on reality...
And (excuse my bad language here for a sec) I was just close to giving up. I was like, "Fuck everything, why do I keep going, I will never be able to be stable, I should just give up now and be put out of my misery otherwise I'll be stuck this way for the rest of my life."
So I stopped taking it, but I expected the bad feelings to last a few days while the stuff got out of my system.
Also, I'll see Rane tomorrow! ^_^
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 10, 2011 4:25:03 GMT -8
Though today can be summed up in a RvB quote:
“My body is trying to die.”
“Shut up, Caboose.”
“Church…when I die…you can have my orange juice. BLAAAAAAR—”
“SHUT UP CABOOSE!”
Sadly, I feel like Caboose this morning. D8
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 11, 2011 8:15:02 GMT -8
^haha, oh god I love Caboose.
How I am feeling today: I'm sort of giggling to myself. I was feeling down on myself because I've been brainstorming novel ideas- and then I realised, the hard part isn't just the writing- it's getting published. Then I searched "iconic writers who were repeatedly rejected" and I haven't stopped grinning since.
J.K Rowling was rejected 12 times. Anne Frank's diary was rejected 15 times. Lord of the Flies was rejected 20 times. Beatrix Potter had to publish her Peter Rabbit books herself, as did Proust! Even Rudyard Kipling was told he didn't know how to use the English language!
-after reading this, I feel like I could take on the entire world. I'm going to be a fucking fantastic writer. I can swear this proudly, but one day I'm going to hold my novel in my hands, run my fingers across the indentured lettering of my name and finally know what it feels like to hold a dream in my hands.
Today is awesome.
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Post by Aanaleigh on May 11, 2011 11:39:40 GMT -8
Today I am Feeling: Kinda depressed actually. I have no clue what I'm doing about money for college, and every time I go to start looking for scholarships, I get told to do some chore or another. Then I recieved an email from an ex-friend that she apologizes and wishes to be friends again. The worst of all, I got a Facebook message , another one, from an ex, who wants to get together and hang out. Today has so far been a terrible day. Hopeful some trail riding will make things up.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 12, 2011 18:22:23 GMT -8
-hugs AJ-
Don't respond to your ex if you don't want to, or if it makes you feel uncomfortable or upset. My abusive ex did that to me at PAX, sending me a FB message and it upset me. So I ignored it, and eventually forgave him on my own time.
And have you applied for aid through the school? You may be surprised by what you get. I got over half my tuition covered by aid.
You know, I never used to. Until I read this brilliant fic, and as a result of said fic I found him to be endearing instead of annoying.
-glomp-
Absolutely. You're amazing, and I have no doubt that will happen.
How I am feeling today: Rane went home. DD8 My body is still trying to die.
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Post by Aanaleigh on May 12, 2011 19:51:29 GMT -8
*hugs Leah back* I wasn't planning on replying to him. Good for you though, for forgiving him on your own, not by force of anyone else. We have a government thing we can sign up for, but the money for it won't be in til September, so I have to figure a way out to pay for keeping my seat in the class, and for my residence. It's very daunting. But I'll just keep looking for more bursaries and scholarships. D: It's only a few days... I hope it doesn't bug you too much... How I'm feeling today: Better. Much better. Though the bike ride only helped make me sore. Or at least, only the first part of the day was good. When I was at school. But it's all worked out now.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 13, 2011 7:53:18 GMT -8
How very odd, if it's government funded and it is that late...you could always explain to the school, as well. But yeah, as many scholarships as you can because the less you have to take out in student loans, the better.
-glomp-
I'll be fine; it dies down eventually.
Yay! I'm glad. =)
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 13, 2011 20:11:28 GMT -8
How I am Feeling Today: I just found all our old Sims games. (The first version of Sims, you know- the 'original') So I'm going to upload them all to my computer and have fun.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 14, 2011 10:20:38 GMT -8
oh god I wish I still had that.
Enjoy. <3
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Post by vividlyvisceral on May 18, 2011 3:15:32 GMT -8
How I am feeling today: tired, but happy. I should really do some writing- but I'm so darn relaxed. I don't feel like slaughtering tributes today. Plus I'm excited because my boyfriend said he's bringing the XBox 360 tomorrow, so I can finally play Fallout New Vegas again. Hurrah. :3
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 18, 2011 18:02:47 GMT -8
How I am feeling today: Tired. Slept so much. Moved from Jersey to California for the summer so time difference is killing me. D8
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1st Reaping
I know that it's tme to move on, but I just can't
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Post by megasaurus on May 19, 2011 20:27:06 GMT -8
How I am feeling today: Tired, sad, I just watched Titanic for the first time today. A bit happy though. The place I've been remitted to is being very ncie to me since I have been here before for other problems. I have a different counseler this time who doesn't ask me to do stupid things, like show my scars when I'm not comfortable. Jen is so nice.
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Post by Peeta the Frosting Prince on May 21, 2011 9:03:46 GMT -8
-hug-
Are you at outpatient? I've been through that, too.
How I am feeling today: Lucky. There have been a lot of strange coincidences as of late, so maybe the odds will be in my favor this summer.
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